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3AM

by Ghoulnoise

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Cool 02:24
I never knew what to make of you Yeah, you're too cool You always stand in the corner Away from of all of us fools But you catch my eye And you don't know why But I catch your eye And we just smile And we just smile But that is all I'll take from you Yeah, I'm that cool I know you wouldn't care too long I will not be your fool But I can't stop thinking Maybe I am wrong I could play along Maybe I am wrong Maybe I am wrong I see ya standing near a streetlamp You look so cool You offer me a cigarette I nearly drop it and we laugh And I can't help feeling All lit up inside The way you smile I wanna hold your hand I wanna hold your hand
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Daisy Chains 04:00
You tied me up in daisy chains Told me I was different Kissed me til my skin was red Told me you'd regret it I may disintegrate I may fall apart I am a wilting flower Doomed to lose my heart You whispered "Sorry" The night I told you all Held me tight as a lover might Next week you were gone I may tolerate I may do my part I am a wilting flower With almost no heart He said he loved me I tried to shut him out I wanted desperately to love him But all I did was shout I may never trust you I may never let it go I am a wilting flower Not good enough to love I am a wilting flower Rotting on the vine I am a wounded person Please don't waste your time Oh––Oh–– Oh––Oh–– Oh––Oh––
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Tumble Down 03:26
Can I hide in a dream Can I live in black and white Can I jump and never ever touch the ground But I fear for now I'd fall From this terrible height And tumble down Tumble down I'm falling up I'm floating away Avoiding it all Till another day When I tumble down Tumble down Can get some quiet Can I fall asleep Can I transform into someone who is brave But I fear my heart could fail from this terrible blight And tumble down Tumble down And if you could see me the way I do You'd just be confused by kaleidoscope blues And a rose-tinted haze of self-doubt I'm falling up I'm floating away Avoiding it all Until another day When I tumble down Tumble down Can I live in a dream?
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I cut my teeth on poetry Those first words I said I didn't mean You know You know The first time I felt adulthood I felt ill, it was no good You know You know Why do we Why do we Why do we do anything we don't want to Why do we Why do we Why do we do anything we don't want to For love– Love–you know I cut my teeth on little white lies Left a taste in my mouth and smoke in my eyes You know You know Why do we Why do we Why do we say anything we don't want to Why do we Why do we Why do we say anything we don't mean For love– Love–you know
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I will escape this fear and self-hate If it takes everything I have I will not be defeated by me I will win this time Every breath, every thought Every piece and every part Will be whole, will be whole, will be whole Every breath and every thought Every place and every part Will be whole, will be whole, will be whole And I won't apologize for myself I'm done with that life, can't you tell There's nothing you will see without my permission And admission ain't gonna be free I will be impossible to cage or carry I won't be a burden to you I will be the strongest one that you have ever loved We'll do more than make it through Every breath every thought Every piece and every part We will love, we will share, we will grow Every breath every thought Every piece and every part We will love, we will share, we will grow But I won't hesitate to leave you behind The second your touch grows unkind I don't need to fight in yet another war I've wounded myself as it is I will escape this fear and self-hate If it takes everything I have I will not be a victim of me I will win this time I will escape this fear and self-hate If it takes everything I have I will not be a victim of me I will win this time Every breath, every thought Every piece and every part Will be whole, will be whole, will be whole Every breath, every thought Every piece and every part Will be whole, will be whole, will be whole Every breath, every thought Every piece and every part Will be whole, will be whole, will be whole Will be whole, will be whole, will be whole
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Not Alone 02:26
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Haunted 03:24
Please could I get one moment of rest I am haunted Give me things that make me forget I'm haunted I just wanna feel again Like I did before I just want to feel again Like I did before I just wanna be me again Like I was before I just wanna be me again That and nothing more Please could I get one moment of rest I am haunted Give me things that make me forget I'm haunted I just wanna feel again Like I did before I just want to feel again Like I did before I want to be me again That and nothing more I want to be me again Like I was before I was haunted Oo– Please could I get one moment of rest I am haunted Give me the things that make me forget I'm haunted I––
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The Thought 03:46
Whispered words and stretching out Seeking solace in quiet spaces I think of my impression of you Your face a memory of lines and shadow Mmm mm––baby I’m diving in Mmm mm––it’s wild what I see Just the thought gets me Like colored glass or oil on water Memories of a late night long ago Shifting in tandem with the ever-changing And the feeling, the feeling in my bones Mmm mm––baby I’m diving in Mmm mm––it’s wild what I see Just the thought gets me The real, the imagined, the in-between a shattered illusion of immortality–– Mmm mm baby––I’m diving in Mmm mm baby––it’s wild what I see Just the thought gets me Mm––mm Mm––mm Mm––mm Mm-–mm

about

Over time, and with varying degrees of polish, I've recorded music in the early hours of the morning when I was the only one awake.

I always intended these songs to be demos for when I inevitably recorded more perfect versions. But time passes and sometimes you forget how you even wrote the song it in the first place.

Many of my recordings have been lost in internet purges, self-imposed or as a casualty of websites purging user data. This is what's left.

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released January 28, 2019

Words, music, and production by Priscilla Snow 2011-2019.

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